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Friday, January 27, 2006

Finally...

... nakakain din ako ng Hello Panda!

Meron pala sa LB! Weee! Sarap! atsaka iba na pala yung packaging, hindi na hexagonal na box. Rectangular na box na siya tapos flip-top, tapos red na yung pinakaplastik, dati silver e. :D

Salamat mama bear! You're my super hero! Mwuah! :-*

(may picture pa talaga e! hihihi! Para kay Sarah yang picture na yan! ;)) )

Keilyn, your true color is Yellow!

You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you! - From tickle.

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Nakakatuwa naman yung result ng test na yun! ^_^ Sana ganun nga ang tingin ng ibang tao sa akin. :D

Doodle-version niya


Nakikita nyo ba yun? Ganda diba? Ako ang nagdrowing nun! Galing ko noh?! Pinong-pino ang pagkakakulay at litaw na litaw yung drowing! Pramis, ako nagdrowing nun! :->

Ako ang nagdrowing nung yellow bond sa kamay niya!

:))

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Si Arian kasi e bad trip kagabi, sa hindi ko malamang kadahilanan! Kaya ayun, inilabas niya ang inis sa drowing. Si arian ang nagdrowing niyan (pero, pramis, ako talaga nagdrowing nung yellow na bond :D). Sayang lang kasi, biglang nag-unload yung doodle kaya hindi natapos yung drowing, may background pa dapat na apoy-apoy chorva yan eh! Buti na lang na-capture ko agad kahit yang part na yan! :->

Ladies and gentlemen, malugod kong ipinakilala... ang doodle-version ng Arian Lisbog (Magna Cum Laude):
-Naiinis
-Nakasimangot
-Salubong ang kilay
-Walang ilong ;))
-Bading! (bright pink na t-shirt! eeew! actually, ako ang nag-suggest na pink ang ikulay niya sa t-shirt, di ko akalaing tototohanin. hehehe)
-Bitter pa ren! :P

*Bigay-pugay* ^:)^

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Hi Arian, bati tayo ha?! ;;)

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Gusto ko ng Hello Panda!!!

Grrr.. I really hate it when I'm craving for something and I have no means of satisfying it.

Bakit kasi nabanggit pa sa lunch yung "Panda" na yun! Hmmmp! Kakainis!!!!

Pero gusto ko talaga nun! Tagal naman ng uwian... para makabili na ako! :((

Monday, January 23, 2006

Just a bit of humor

"Kung gusto, may paraan;
Kung ayaw, may dahilan."
I used to believe in this cliche, and I used to share it as an advice to other people.

But just today, I had quite a long chat with a long-lost friend. We talked about the things that we used to dream about. The things we wanted most. The activities we used to do with each other, and how we enjoyed them. We wanted a lot back then. Then we realized, none of them ever happened. Not with his list, nor mine. Though, more than half of both lists are the same.

But I am not regretful, as I expected I would be, years ago. Maybe because the things I wanted then are different from I what I want now. Or do I really know what I want now?? Maybe not much. But definitely not the things that I wanted before, coz after so many years, I am not dissappointed about not achieving any of them.

We used to encourage each other with the first two lines of this post. But come to think of it, is that qoute true? Kapag gumawa ako ng paraan, sigurado bang makukuha ko ang gusto ko? O kahit ba magdahilan ako, hindi ba mangyayari ang ayaw ko mangyari? Hmmm...

I also know of a lot of people who said they want something, or want to do something. Friends used to tell me about what they desire... the next time we meet or talk to each other... they still want that same thing. The things they want, remain a want. In the head, not in the hands. Am I right to assume that they're just not doing anything? Is it fair to say that they're ALL TALK? Hmmm...

Right now, I don't know what I exactly want. I'm just going with the flow. Enjoying what comes along. Hmmm...

I guess, I'd doubt this quote for now, just because I can't apply it in real life yet (since I'm still bargaining with myself about what I really want), and because I see a lot of people say that they want something yet don't do anything.

Besides, I don't see any damage at all. At least, I'm not pressured to make a move (for myself) or expect (from other people).

Thanks to my dream bud, we're sharing the same thought. We ended up writing off the things that we included in the list before, one by one. Then we realized, those are things that we enjoyed doing back then. Our interests have changed over the years. But we're still enjoying our pursuits now. Hmmm...

I guess, we were able to achieve just one hidden item in the list.. to enjoy life! ^_^

Sudden Patriotism.

Our whole household was caught hooting at the tenth round of Manny Pacquiao's bout with Eric Morales. Drowsy as I was when the match was aired at ABS-CBN (delayed telecast, though they claim it was aired live!!! hmmmp!), I tried to use up the last set of my energy to keep my eyes open and witness the battle. Wehehe! Boxing fanatic ang beauty ko! Hahaha! :))

When Pacman finally knocked down Morales on the tenth round, I unconsciously raised my hands in victory and whooped!!!! I can only laugh at myself now for acting that way. hee hee. But I'm not ashamed. I felt as victorious as every other Filipino at that time. I am still. And it's good to know that at one point in time, every Filipino feels the same. Unfortunately, that time was so fleeting. But then again, it's possible. I just wonder, how many more faces should swell, how many more noses should bleed, how many more persons will be knocked out before we ultimately act as one. (waha! just when did I become this patriotic??)

Anyway, I just can't contain my happiness. At least, since yesterday and perhaps a few more days after Friday (Manny's departure from U.S.), the air would be filled with good news and upshots of triumph. Well, I expect that Pacman's success will be politicized a few days from now and I'm outta that! I don't care now how much money the government awards to Manny or who gives what amount. The real triumph is Manny Pacquiao knocking out Eric Morales at the tenth round of their match. That's the triumph I'm sharing with him and with every other Filipino. I don't give a damn at the monetary upshots, after all, hindi naman ako makakabalato dun! :))

Grabe,
how patriotic can I suddenly get?! But I guess, I'm not the only person who shares this feeling right now. You see, after the game, even before Manny Pacquiao was officialy proclaimed as the winner, the baritone singing voice of my lolo resounded in our sala...

Bayang Magiliw
Perlas ng silanganan
Alab ng puso
Sa dibdib mo'y buhay

Lupang Hinirang
Duyan ka ng magiting
Sa manlulupig
Di ka pasisiil

...

He wasn't able to finish the anthem, because the commercials ended and the proclamation of winner began. Nakakatuwa! My lolo got so indulged with Manny's success, he started punching in the air and half-seriously said, "gagamit na ako ng Alaxan! (Pacman is endorsing Alaxan!)" =))

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Honestly...

... my drive (to work) is slowly drying up.

I don't know 'til when the remaining specks of urge will last. I hope, longer than I thought. Coz when I don't like what I'm doing...

.. I stop enjoying.
.. I stop exerting effort.
.. I stop being good.

I don't want that to happen. I hate to be mediocre. I hate doing things "so-so-ly".

Unfortunately, the fun brought by my workmates has been largely reduced. Sad to say, it's the only thing that made me want to go on for the past few months. Now, that I can barely feel it, I guess it's time to find another place where I will have fun while being productive.

I hear a lot of rants. Much of those come from me. From my tired head, and dented resolve. I'm exhausted. A lot.

I pray that I will find what I am looking for soon. And I hope, I will realize what I really want to do and where I want to go.

Come May, the hesitation will definitely be gone. And I hope, when it is completely off my system, I will know just what to do and where exactly to go.

Haaay... I'm confused but optimistic. It's hard to encourage oneself. One thing for sure, the system really sucks and I just want to be outta here. Dunno 'til when I will last and where I can find encouragement to carry on.

I hope, this is just one of those "I'm-not-in-the-mood-to-work-today-but-come-tomorrow-i'm-okay-again" days.

I really really hope so. *sigh*

Just wond'rin...

When...

... will it be all right?

... will the awkwardness be gone?

... will the situation ease up?

... will the rags cease?

(... if ever it/they will. haaaay... *sigh*)

Blank...



























(for the nth time).

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

POOHlala...

Natutuwa ako sa bago kong notebook. It's really cute!




Nakita ko ito sa National Bookstore at nainlab kaagad ako sa itsura! Kaya kahit may notebook pa ako, at kahit gusto ko umiwas sa mga gastos ay binili ko pa rin siya. At hindi ako nagsisisi sa ginawa ko!!! Ang cute eh! Hindi nakakasawa tingnan!!!

I'm reminded of early highschool days when all that my school bag contains are Winnie the Pooh stuff. Hehe. Adik! And I remember how I used to look forward to Saturday mornings, because the animated series of Winnie the Pooh and Friends will air on Channel 7 at 11 a.m. And I recall how I got hooked to this cartoon series just because I love the voice of Christopher Robin! Hahaha!

Well, I still love Winnie the Pooh and of course, that good ol' Eeyore! Gloomy and idle as he may be, but he is really cute and intelligent. I like him (period). :D

cute cute! ^_^

Friday, January 13, 2006

Solo flight

Noong mga nakaraang araw, napakaagang nasira ng araw ko. (ano ba'to, puro araw! ;)))

Well, gusto ko sana mag-blog, pero sa kasamaang palad, ayaw ako payagan ng nagmamagandang internet connetion namin dito sa opisina. Kaya tinamad na din ako. Gusto ko mag-doodle kasama si Sarah, ang tanging taong nakikita kong available sa tuwing ako'y nanggigigil sa inis, pero sa kasamaang palad din ay ayaw payagan ng linux-compatible na YM niya ang Doodle... Gusto ko nang umiyak at mahabag sa aking sarili... pero papangit ako... ;))

Kaya, ito na lang ang aking ginawa...


Waaaah! Solo flight! :((

Mabuti na lang at lumipas na ang inis.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Doodle Time

For the past few days... when I don't feel like working... alam na!

I'm playing Doodles with Manfred! :D


Obvious ba? Halos iisa lang ang theme namin? ;)) Oh well, this guy needs to get depression off his chest most of the time. I'm just trying to help by getting my awkard hand into doodling! Of course, the friendly advices are still there (kahit na parang hindi naman pinapakinggan, hehe! *peace, Fred*).

I pray that everything will turn out good with Fred and his dream gurl! ;)

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Uhmmm... kahapon, may nakasingit sa private doodle time ko kay Fred...

bad bad bad! hmmm... ang pangit pala magdrawing ni arian kapag sa doodle... is that a bull or a pig? hee hee! Well, i almost forgot... kuneho at pusa lang ang mga hayop na expert si arian sa pag-d-drawing! :-> (*peace* arian!) :P

Is it Friday Yet?


I've spent the last two midnights here at the office. But surprisingly, I don't feel that whiny!!! Waaaah! What has gotten into me?? Naturally, I would have stuffed this page with all the rants that I can think of... but again, surprisingly, the couple of work extension hasn't been that stressful for me. Uncomfortable maybe, but not that exhausting. Waaaah! Who is this speaking?? AM I DRUGS?? (Hahahaha!)

Still, I want the days to fly by fast. Come Friday and I'd only be sleeping for a few hours before another moment of merriment with my (now expanding) group of gimmick buds! Weeeheee! I'm so excited to watch Narnia! And I am proud of myself for not spoiling the deal! We'll watch the movie as one big group... and I've stood faithful to that pact! =P I want my reward- another happy day with the coolest of my college friends!

And oh! That would be our first gimmick for 2006! Hmmm... I guess, we better make it full blast!! :D (with some adjustments to bend with budget constraints of course! :P)

Haaay... ^_^

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

LAOS

This blog is.

Haven't had time to update lately... or should I say, haven't had enough brain cells to compose an entry.

Well, well, well... here I go again... getting sluggish in the middle of my blogging habit.

I don't even know how to go on with this one. Hahaha! Blank again! :P

Babawi din ako! B-)

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

I'm sick.

Yes I am. But a day in bed will make me feel even more sick. So, I decided to get up, cross the street and surf the net for a while in the nearby computer shop.

I still feel dizzy. My head aches. But boredom is killing me at home. I just found out that there are no interesting T.V. shows at this time of the day. If we had cable channel, perhaps, I'd be spending the day in front of the television set. But we don't have any and I just don't feel like watching right now. I don't feel like staying in bed either. I thought surfing the net or chatting with people is what I want to do, but I don't. I'm really not in the mood to bother anyone right now. Haaay, pity me. I guess, I'll just go back to bed and... read.

I feel so woozy. I wanna throw up. Ooops... sorry. I better cross the street again and get back to bed.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Happy New Year!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

This is really late. I've let three days pass since the first day of the year before posting this greeting. But it's isn't that late yet, anyway.

A lot of good things happened to me this year, amidst bad events though.
1. I finished college (on time! weeee!)
2. I got my first job and I met a lot of cool people at work.
3. I gained myself new friends and gimmick buddies (Sarah, Joane, Jorge, Arian)
4. I learned to open up with people. (This was really an achievement! =P)
5. I lost my lola. (Now this is the loneliest event that happened to me this year.)

Aside from the news about my lola, the past year had been really really good. I hope the coming year would be a lot more fulfilling and remarkable.

New year's resolution?? I really can't think of any. I'm okay with how things are going on right now. And so far, I don't want things to change.

I thank GOD for a wonderful 2005!!! :D And I thank Him more for I know that the coming year will be a lot better. :)

For I am confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete it until the day of Christ Jesus. Philippians 1:6