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So not in the mood to work. So not in the mood to smile. I feel so not me. I feel so sad. For no reason at all, I feel really sad.
I am not tired. I am not frustrated with work or anything. I am not… myself. Just that. Not myself. As if all the natural cheerfulness and optimism in me had all been washed out. I hate days like this.
Waaaaaah! I don’t like this anymore! I wanna go home… :(
Lord, I need a hug.
I badly need your hug. T_T
first Christmas post for 2006
It's Christmas once again! Nararamdaman ko na yung malamig na simoy ng hangin. Tapos lumalabas na rin ang mga magagandang christmas decors dito sa office, at lalo na sa bahay. Late October pa lang, naka-setup na ang Christmas tree sa bahay, at nakakabit na ang mga Christmas decors. Ang ganda, ang saya! ^_^
Tradisyon na rin sa pamilya namin na maglagay ng wrapped Christmas gifts sa ilalim ng Christmas tree. At dahil marami kami sa pamilya, ang dami namin napoproduce na regalo taon-taon. =D At this year, excited na ako mauna maglagay ng regalo sa Christmas tree namin. Halos nangangalahati na ako sa pag-kumpleto regalo para sa Pasko. Weeeee! Pero marami-rami pa din kulang... sana lang madami pa din sale sa mga malls, lalo na ng mga toys and clothes na pambata, kasi wala pa ako panregalo sa mga inaanak, mga pinsan, at mga churchmates na bata. (dami yun! #-o)
Haaay, ang sarap magregalo. Magastos, pero masaya. Everytime may nakikita kasi ako na item, naiimagine ko agad kung kanino siya bagay at naiisip ko agad yung magiging reaction niya kapag nakuha niya yung gift na yun. Sayang nga lang at limited ang budget ko taon-taon. At sa dami ng reregaluhan, maliit na portion lang ng budget ang pwedeng i-allot para sa isang tao. Gusto ko man siya bigyan ng mas mahal, hindi pasok sa budget. Pero ok lang, it's still the thought that counts. Haaay, excited na ako para sa Pasko. ^_^
27 days to go.... :D
Mag-b-blog ako...
Una... dahil gusto ko lang. Na-miss ko eh. :P
Pangalawa... dahil isang buwan ang pagitan nung huli kong posts. Kung hindi pa magkaka-monthsary, di pa magpopost. #-o
Pangatlo... dahil busy pa din ako, pero hindi kasing-busy ng last week na halos alas-dose o ala-una na ako ng umaga nakakauwi ng bahay. Kaya samantalahin habang may konting oras para pumetiks!
Haay, grabe. Sobrang busy lately. I really deserve a treat! Kaya sa Friday, sasama ako sa dinner with High School Barkada. ^_^ I'm sure it'll be such a laugh-filled dinner! :D Tapos sa Sabado, manonood kami ng Happy Feet sa Lazy Boy Cinema ng Gateway! Oooh la la! Exciting! ^_^
That reminds me... magpapareserve pa ako ng tickets namin for Saturday. Weeee!
11/11!
First purpose of this post: to greet Joane and Reggie a Happy Happy 5th Anniversary! I'm so happy for you two. I'm so proud of how you two have kept the relationship despite the distance. I'm so glad of how far you've gone inspite of not being physically together for quite a long time now. Haven't told you, but I admire the two of you... for sticking it out with each other, for still being together. Happy Anniversary Friends and I sincerely pray that you will be physically together soon! ^_^ Kasalan na to! :D
Next up... I want to greet Nikki and myself a happy happy 7th "monthsary"! ^_^ Original plan was to go to Tagaytay for the celebration... unfortunately, a lot of things came up at work, and I need to go to office to finish them today. We'll just end up celebrating at the mall. :P But I don't frustrate myself just because the romantic Tagaytay getaway will be canceled. Venue doesn't matter, as long as we're together. Ü
Afar or together... Anniversary/Monthsary is always a happy moment. Something worth celebrating and thanking God for. Ü (Uhmmm... parang pareho kami ng pose... pero mas malinaw kuha nina Joane kaysa sa amin. ;)))
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11/11. Even before Nikki became my boyfriend, he was already fond of watching the digital clock strike 11:11. I remember the first time he texted me about this, the text message goes like:
"11:11pm! :D", and I said,
"Huh? Ano naman meron sa 11:11?", and he gave me this message in reply:
"Anong meron sa 11:11? Hindi mo alam kung anong meron sa 11:11? One! One lang ang meron sa 11:11! One lang!" (something like that).
Haha! Oo nga, naman, 1 lang ang meron sa 11:11. Ay, may colon din pala. :P Now, I'm having fun waiting for 11:11 at my PC or celphone clock too. 11:11 has now become a signal for us to remember each other. Whoever gets to see the 11:11 time first, will text the other. But usually, it's Nikki who sees it first. :P At 11:11, he or I will just send a "11:11! :D" text message. And he or I would usually reply with a smiley.
Haha! Ang babaw noh. Funny, how this little portion of the day will become so romantic for two people.
Parang weird nga, but 11 has become so special for the two of us. I can't explain why, but I guess however insignificant something is, it becomes so important when two people share a special memory about it. Ü
It's 11/11, so I decided to buy a "monhtsary" gift for Nikki. Surprisingly, when I gave him my gift, he also handed a gift for me. ^_^ Just a trivia, this is the only monthsary (so far) that we gave each other a gift. 11 must really be that special. Ü
